Well, the nice guy i was talking about.... he called! I was super excited! So i guess ill just have to see where it goes and then figure out what to do about my hectic life and bringing someone else into it if it gets that far. I was so unsure what to do last night but when i got the message that he had called i got very excited and all nervous inside, so i guess thats the push i needed to feel better about dating.....i called him back in case any of you where wondering....and we have a date on tuesday! I am so out of the dating scene right now.... havent dated in over a year, so im kind of nervous...but the good kind! Im going through the...i have nothing to wear, how should i do my hair, should i dress casual or dress up kind of thinking! lol its nerve racking! i hope everything goes alright. and i hope that i can find the right words to explain my medical situation and everything if that comes up. oh....it scares me to think about having to explain that to someone new...someone im interested in and dont want to scare away! All i can do is try not to think about it right now and just let things happen.
Tomorrow im going job searching, a little excited about that. I would really like to go back to work if my medical problems will allow it. I could really use a job right now....it may allow me to do stuff once in a while!
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