My Valentines day

So im up once again. Cant sleep. Whats new though. I have to get up early tomorrow though. The original plan was to go job hunting but now i think im going to have to put that off for a few days. I have to see the counselors at the college and get some stuff straightened out and then Kamie won a spa package in coerde alene' and she can bring her bridesmaids. So it will be a lot of fun to relax and be pampered with my sis tomorrow!

I feel so overwhelmed with everything right now... trying to go back to school and trying to find a job, living at home, trying to loose weight (not an easy feat with my mom doing the grocery shopping)... I just need to try and break things down and handle one thing at a time. hummph... lol easier said then done! Im kinda in a time crunch for school... so maybe thats the one i should try to concentrate on right now.

As for Valentines day... spent it single again this year. It wasnt so bad, i had some whipped cream vodka and watched a movie while i cuddled up in bed... lol not exactly romantic or good company but it wasnt bad. I really dont mind being single. Im not really any good at the whole dating thing... ive decided that i really want to be just friends with someone before i date them. I think it seems to work better and not be so akward that way. And besides that... whats wrong with being single anyways!? lol a friend of mine and i had made an agreement a while ago, that if we were still single by the time that we were 30 that we would date. lol the way things are going for me that may not be so far off! And really it wouldnt be that bad... hes a good friend, i can talk to him about anything, and above all hes honest...(lol sometimes maybe a little too honest, but i appriciate that about him!) I guess i dont really have to worry about that right now though... ive still got 6 years. And since ill be going back to school and work, i could very well meet someone. Who knows! We did agree that if we are both single next valentines day though that we would do something together. It would have been nice to have done something this year but we didnt think about it in time. So maybe next year. At least that would give us both something to do.

Now im just bored and typing so i guess i better get off of here before i start rambling more then i already am. So good night.